Regroup Restart

Damaged pieces others ignored still need repairs

Injured still we’ve made it barely made it here


Sweat finally adding up for good


Losses heavy currently being balanced

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There were days survival meant destruction


Hours cement blocks were on our heads


Choices so unfair so urgent


Truth so hard to stare into hard to hear


So yeah there are pieces still broken


Can you still love us while we recover


A moment of silence or a day or a night


Whatever it takes to get myself right please

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We don’t heal the same


Maybe my cuts are a little deeper but does it matter


Recovering is more important than rushing in unprepared


Don’t want to be someone holding anyone back…

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Second Dark Act

Before the backward agenda completes

Let’s entertain each other stick to sheets

We see rights diminishing bad guys apprehending


Those in love hate standing backwards defending


Division money spread among the clueless


Temporary seekers driving down canyons so foolish


Before they attempt to rule us


Might as well live before the sacrifice is called upon


Death isn’t loss perhaps a payment or coupon

Leading hard to see injustice to bittersweet dawn

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We stay in bed because one day we’ll be restricted


Nuclear air flow priorities shifted


Money no longer rating public opinion definition of being gifted


Instead of prayer try responsibilities


Easy to ignore problems after five minutes on worn knees


Forsaken if your side of town lacks degrees


In deed or words uncovering masks absurd


Worshipping the same books saying slavery isn’t wrong that’s the learning curve


As clocks go back will you allow the dark age attack


Kill family members screaming life is war between white black


Colorful definition find no place in rest hate is a trap


Just following orders while answers begged for eagerly slaughtered.

Jane Middle

Jane Middle a little then much

Hands held through despair some laughs

Private baths thinking of each other

Exposed um revealed no covers

Blasting out of sight once twisted

Lifted believing in hope firmly

Hours go by we’re still happy

Even upset it’s because we’re scared

Searching everyone and interactions for this

Unbelievable at corners believable in straight aways

Can I say I’m still flying high no ground in my intentions

Ask around town you’re the first and last person I mention.

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Imagine feeling worthless for years

Tears trying and larger than waterfalls

Dashes in hopes until a miracle

Lyrical refreshment physical therapy residual

Renewal in our eyes lives worth restarting fresh tries

Surprise

No more pricing shotguns dreaming of firing

Inspired inspiring positive attitudes among varied peers

Liquor down tempo lower lick and talk slower

Jane Middle a little more than you ask without complaining.

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Standing by unconditional love close as humans can get

I send letters during good moods rain also

Wrapping them as an offering to my mind heart no blocked flow

Humble with superpowers

Until I learn to concentrate defend Earth during my final hours

Love is real

Our heads yes but no our lips aren’t sealed

Respect and honor great delicious warm meals

Way past old thinking old school new school bigotry

Intelligence understanding humility

Silly and serious sensitive strong straightforward shine sincerely

Jane Middle always kiss while hugging.

Do Not Cry Because Of Me

I’m sorry.

More than you know.

Got something important wrong and you silently wet the floor.

I knew afterwards how much damage occurred.

Felt like driving my car into burning woods.

Everything isn’t about me and sometimes I forget.

When defending this heart goes bad.

You sound devastated oh honey I’ve really screwed up am I the definition of cad.

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Don’t cry because of me.

Clueless and slow to believe.

Afraid,  in need repairs to see.

Binoculars New Land

Adjustments are necessary to continue on, let me bury dead thoughts

I’ll tackle this exposed fear but at the moment I don’t know how

It’s disgusting how we can hold onto a bad attitude

Mourning the fucked up feelings caused by our ignorance

She’s asking me to swim and I’m confused but know I must do it

Wasting time like I do by refusing to leave the shore for hours

Screaming honey I’ve known this shore for years and it treated me kindly

Truth is, my feet prefer ground even unreliable Sand

Adjustments are necessary to continue on, let me bury dead thoughts

I’ll tackle this exposed fear but at the moment I don’t know how

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I’ll still swim instead of watch her fade away

Step out of my comfort zone instead of fold my arms and stray

Cast my pride aside although it rips old skin from my face

It’s not worth loosing her so here goes trusting a new place. 

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I’ve been tricked before so I recoil easily

Saying I trust her but there’s deeper levels ahead

Here thinking everything was on the table then found I was holding back

Embarrassed scared weary shocked knocked back running on the wrong tracks

So let me bury my face in unworthy hands

Bury my resistance to become a better human better man

Hurting her or punishment isn’t the gameplan

Trusting her more than my fickle inaccurate feelings is how our love will stand

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I’ll still swim instead of watch her fade away

Step out of my comfort zone instead of fold my arms and stray

Cast my pride aside although it rips old skin from my face

It’s not worth loosing her so here goes trusting a new place.