Unable to understand the current moment
How could things happen like this
Where did salvation slip away
Mistakes presented slowly
Without any escape.
All of those former choices mocking
Yesterday isn’t so silly now
Reality does not kiss foreheads
Saying sorry does not ease consequences
Being homesick is a personal problem
No amount of tears can wash it away from within
Broken moments and thoughts attack in swarms.
Heartbreak and mistakes pancake until knees shake.
Tears fall worthless towards it all people personal failures burn.
Thoughts wondering if stars notice our deaths
Hopes of a better place somewhere else
Happiness desired away from the pains of being punished by anxiety
Circled back to nothingness unknown and vacant.