Do you know how many hands have left me in the dark
Promises are easy to speak then directions change
Can’t explain it to you because this is a nightmare thick of disappointments and misfire.
Finally breaking free
Done caring for serpents appearing as thoughtful allies
Familiar pain in my chest
Warmest cold hearted tears ever formed
Flopping until my patience worn
Motivation torn down the middle of my life
Mistakes very high looking on as I’m bruised
Another setback no I’m not amused
Better go bury my mind in a book to escape
Better than smoking a cigarette or hitting some dank
Plus bottles of liquor lie asking for company again and again
Evolving through pain mind strained.