Been fighting hard I’ve noticed all the sweat and tears
Raining facepalms upon the mysteries of why humans hurt each other
I’m just a social security number insignificant to all since birth
And friend my anger is rising unawares told I’m government property
Scratch my face and swear loudly but pointless this is so I look silly
Paranoia visiting asking if I know anything at all besides being betrayed.
If living more than once is possible I forfeited last time and I’m thinking about it now
Prevention says don’t do it but what do they know of the bottom where nothing changes but bruise location
Is it so bad to cash out instead of loosing every single hand maximum bets wasted
Feels like something isn’t right feels like maybe I’ve ran too much already
Hold onto me tonight but when I need you the most become fickle
I would put everything in you and even more than I can chew and here I am looking stupid
Cross their lines for you but I know you can’t and or wouldn’t do the same too so what do I do
Was ready to quit came back lit and now I’m looking blank is this inevitably with a grin escorting me out the building
Death and Defeat playing with their food.
Rescue isn’t real
Miracles aren’t real
Pray all you want
No one can hear
One day I’ll decide I’m done
Inevitable Blank stare.
Call me over into your arms and say I shouldn’t wait to leap
Cut my veins and sing me to sleep
Tell me I never had a chance here
Inevitable blank stare.