Before it’s too late I apologize
Far from flawless I know
I’ve made mistakes I’ll never admit
It’s too damn dark in the past
Sorry I’ve disconnected
Didn’t know where I should have started taking again
No I don’t think I’m better than you
Had to make my own way through
My pain shows in my face
Don’t let my dreamy eyes fool you
These are the chances we have chosen
Are we terrified of our final grades?
Been pushed down a lot
Feel kind of silly for getting back up
There is something on my mind warning of delusions in the air
You saw me then I dropped out with no warning
The battle in me consumes energy no calling out.
If something should happen,
Don’t ask when I left,
Hell it doesn’t matter what you do,
I’ll be gone just like always.
Pray for your sins then swear it’s all cleaned
My gift and thorn echoes within ears
Before I die let’s make a few things clear
I’m sorry for my mistakes don’t urinate on my grave.
I wanted to take so many with me if I gained wealth
Now I see there isn’t but maybe one left
Joke now I’m poor and swinging at giants abroad
Still if I get the call I’ll change my number yours lost
All I wanted was love and not wordplay
Unity and compassion but none here maybe in death I’ll be safe.