Oh I’ve changed
You hoped I stay on the train
Be satisfied with emptiness.
The nights would scroll by
And I felt so alone.
Easier to stay in patterns
Scary to walk away.
Being unhappy isn’t honorable if you can help it
My love was more than you detected
Why would I stay somewhere unloved
My love was too much so she stopped the flow
And I longed to taste love again
Even the silly conversations in bed
The containers changed.
You kept all my love
Didn’t give much back
Oh I’ve changed have I
Well you’re still the same
Refusing to hold any new information
Refusing to analyze what you have
Doing shit but not knowing why
No more of those nights.
We feel so much better apart.
We feel happy when we’re apart.
You don’t owe me anything.
I don’t owe you as well.