Every chance before this one painful
Anxiety built up for a nervous display
The future and past yelling
Not valid for the moment I have now
Before for me playing out live
This is life and maybe the next chance
Will be the winner for me.
Need to wake up and cleanse my actions
Maybe something different to break these patterns
Awful patterns in me I must believe I can change
All the choices before seemed way tougher than they actually were
Maybe there’s more to what I see
Seeds planted with care it’s not too strange to gain progress
Working these chains off.