I don’t belong here
I really don’t
I’m looking for something else
Promises of crowns won’t help
Oh I want to smile wide
Without thoughts of suicide
Licking between legs thirsty
Hugging and looking in love
Talking and smoking in love
Rubbing and thrusting in love
But I don’t belong here
My thoughts are waste
Black hole perspective
All in nothing out
Some days I feel like I’m so stupid and I can’t get out
Nights I feel like maybe I should just take that gun to the mouth
One shot what if I have better now than erased
But what if I’m fighting to stay in the wrong place
Fuck I just don’t belong here
Wait, or pass?
Throw in the towel or life beats my ass?
Stay and maybe the sky.
Stay and maybe I’ll die just a number.
So many variables oh yes
Yet I don’t feel like I belong here
Like I’m waiting on something else
Always looking out of windows for magic to happen.